September 17, 2012
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The pain it’s always been there
The emptiness swallowing me whole
Alone in the world where I lost my soul
This journey now makes no sense at all
Empty smiles belies the fears in my dreams
Unfix-able
Too broken
Just a hollow shell of who I once was
Yet I still breathe
And meet each day with uncertainty
I don’t know how else to deal with the growing ache in me
But to shut it off till I find myself alone
And only then does my heart cries out once more
There is no fixing what’s been lost
There is no way to return to where we have been
So forward I go
There are no second chances for me
All I have left now is the path before me
I can only hope that one day we’ll see each other in my dreams
Comments (6)
Heartbreaking
so sad
There ARE second chances for EVERYONE!
There is a subtle sexiness to this….
There seems no denial that you know how to speak and write your truth. I so admire that…
@vexations - thank you, sometimes i feel its the only way i can breathe