September 14, 2012

• These walls….

  
  

   

  A long time ago something happened that made me close the door
  I couldn’t believe in anything any more
  Then you came into my world so unexpectedly
  And I felt things I haven’t felt in so long
  Feelings denied never realizing how starved I was inside
  I took down my wall
  I let you in
  And with it so much light came in
  I laughed
  I smiled
  I finally thought the time had come, I believed I could be happy this time
  But it was never real, it was nothing more than a game you like to play
  A pawn I was, so easy to discard
  Left broken to drown in my own tears
  Until I woke one morning to find my wall had returned
  And now the emptiness screams even louder than before
  I don’t know how to undo the damage that’s been done
  And I wonder if I would ever trust again to take down these walls
  Or if I would even have the strength to begin again

  And if I did would I ever try again…
  

  • 12:35 pm
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