August 26, 2013

• Just a quickie…

  As usual life has a way of getting in the way.  Been busy with work and beading.  My sister’s company in the city asked me to host a small party and custom made several bracelets.  It was a good showing and they have asked me to come back in November to plan out Christmas gifts.  Still in physical therapy and it looks like I’ll be going back to the ortho for a follow up as I’m not getting better.  I make small improvements then fall back, its frustrating.

  I have tried writing to get through all this but I guess it’s put up a big block for me and making it difficult to even fill one coherent sentence with how Ive been feeling.  But other than that I guess it’s all good.  Work is well work and home life is quiet.  So I guess I shouldn’t complain.  But I think it’s time I’ve made a appt to sit down with the big dogs upstairs and demand a real raise.  I can’t keep living so tightly and freaking out whenever something comes up.  Like now, my 16 year old cat, who I bottle raised since 2 weeks old, hurt her leg.  I need to get her to the vet but I can’t afford the bill.  Such a fucked up situation.  This is shit I thought I would deal with in my 20′s, but here I am 41 living hand to mouth.  Doesn’t help when the husband is barely working so he can’t contribute and I’m left to bear it all.  

  I’m gonna keep this short because I think if I stay it’ll become a bitch fest…lol.  

  • 11:00 am
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